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Thursday, June 26, 2014

今天的突发事件

经过这件事之后我才发现,原来我的EQ真的很高。
刚才有一辆车停了我的停车位。
我honk了整整20分钟,响得亮得连住在这里的人都纷纷跑来看了,可想而知是多么引人注目
可是,车主迟迟都没有下来。
这时,已经惊动了很多人,所以妈妈就下来看了。
停在别人停车位在这里其实是忌讳,再加上响了这么久,车主没反应,一般人都恼火了,我妈下来的时候比我还生气,也很火,management说了,邻居问了,都没人知道是谁。
而我的样子异常冷静,等了这么久,但一点想骂人的感觉都没有,我还得看看之后车主来的时候他会怎么样。
可是真的太久了,没办法,只能塞住那辆车,让他要出的时候,再看看车主是谁。
我们这样除了挡住那个人的车,也挡住了隔壁的车,所以我就问,这辆车是谁的,我们要去告诉他,抱歉要塞住他的车,问他有没有出去,结果他说今晚不会出去,ok了,就回家。


一上来的时候,妹妹一脸贼样笑嘻嘻看着我,我就笑着说,“我按了这么久车主都没有rasa。”
然后我妹就很好奇地告诉我,“为什么你一点都没有生气的?”因为换作是她,或别人,早就生气了,甚至说还看过那些别人用锤子敲破对方的车子,推走那辆车的种种事件。
就在这时,我才想起,对啊,我怎么不生气。
被人霸占了车位,按了那么久也没有人应,照理来说,不气的都被弄得气了。
原来其实我这个人不会随意发脾气,除非有事情真真正正地惹毛我,不然根本不会看见我生气的时候。
当时心里想的只是想要解决这件事情,总觉得发脾气很吃力不讨好,所以没有那种想法。
生气须有因,在我来说,不应该用别人犯的错来惩罚自己,让自己生气,除非真的太过分。
如果你真的看到我生气了,那就代表,你做的犯了我的界限,也超越了我的极限,我是真的非常生气了。
之后,有人来了,敲我们的门,是个auntie,我爸接的门,她很抱歉地说,“对不起,塞住你的车。我是1楼几号的房主,我很久才回来一次,所以我不知道塞住了你的车 ” 我爸笑笑说没关系。
我妹就立马冲出去,“谁来了,是谁。” 然后我妹就问,“你没有听到我们honk了很久?”哈哈,超激动。她说她有听到可是不知道是她,因为以前那里是visitor parking。
然后心里有种安慰,是个好人,态度也很好,不气是对的。


有时候总觉得冤冤相报何时了。
不想别人对你不好,自己就不要对别人不好。
别人怎么对你,那是别人的事;你怎么对别人,那是你的事。
如果这个世界的人可以多一点包容,多一份宽容,不要处处不饶人,那么,自己也会好过一点。
放宽心,也少一点复杂的情绪。


有时候你不需要吵到赢,你赢了你要的,却会输掉很多。





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Monday, June 23, 2014

Inspiring

I have been watching Naked&Afraid in these few days.
For the previous episodes that I watched, I saw partner complaining about each other badly, even scolding each other in the hard situation where they need to cooperate with each other the most.
Not only strengths and determination of them that is impressive, there is this one lady that has the most inspiring personality that I have ever seen so far in the show.

Eva she is a person who is against killing, and she is more into protecting nature.
While, we have another guy here, Jeff, who is an extreme hunter.
Both of them have very vast difference between each other.
However, Eva compromised with whatever Jeff did, without whining, when they burn their snake for twice. And too, no matter how Jeff wanna take the nest in the beginning, he decided not to, he shows respect.
But, he doesn't show any humanity when he's killing the animals, violently.
Not that Eva really like what he did, but she is willing to make changes when it's necessary, such as killing, which she is really against to. And this, shows her understanding side by doing what is needed(rational), but not what is wanted(perceptual).
So all along the way, I see laughters and partners helping each other, and this is what I think the most important element that human needs in bonding and relationship(love, friends, family).


I am addicted to this show because I know how much it takes to survive with nearly nothing.
I really salute those who managed to make it till the end!! :D




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Saturday, June 21, 2014

轻轻唱

只听了一次,特别爱这个部分,所以就随口唱了。
哈哈,这首是一次性录过就好的。有些音被我随意唱了,所以有错误别怪我呀~che bal che bal~ :B




p/s: 因为录音太小声所以之后我把录音的音量加大了,所以喘息声才会变得好明显。见谅见谅呀~ kamsahae~



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Monday, June 09, 2014

《爸爸回来了》 奥莉


奥莉真的太可爱了~
特别喜欢李小鹏的教育方式,严格但也疼爱。
就好比奥莉在动物园的时候,在喂食的时候,突然有一只猴子跳到她身上了。
她哭了短短的一下子,但李小鹏之后说的那句话真的让我觉得太好了。
他安抚了她一下后,王中磊问她怎么了,李小鹏抱着奥莉说了类似这样的话,“刚才有只猴子把我吓坏了,但他们只是饿了,要吃的。所以,我现在没事了,没事了。” 然后牙牙学语的奥莉也自信地重复爸爸的话,说,“没事了”
我觉得这样教育孩子,且不过于安抚纵容,还教会她学习坚强,是很好的一种方法。












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Sunday, June 08, 2014

忍不住

刚刚,放工回家后,我趴在驾驶盘上哭了好久。
头一抬起来的时候披头散发,我想如果有人经过还可能会觉得kua dio gui~哈哈
很久没有哭了,这次我真的忍不住了。
我哭,但我不弱。
我知道的,可以的,没什么大不了。
生活你啊,就是要用这样的方式来考验我。
再哭哭吧,哭过就没事了。

适当的情绪可以给你很好的纾压,但是,哭过了就该想通了。
一直停滞在回想着已经发生的事情,只会让你觉得愧疚,何必那么折磨自己?

一个心态,决定一样事情。
你不帮自己,那就谁都帮不了你。





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Monday, June 02, 2014

我好不好呀~?

我的天,我的下巴都僵了。
难得有时间把整部《宫锁连城》看完了,可是,结局竟然是如此,大失所望。
有种感觉是,我看了63集,编剧你竟然给了一个这样的结局?
没有故事圆满,就搁在中间,不前不后。
好的坏的几乎都死得差不多了,我揪心啊~~~ T____T
但是你怎么,你怎么可以让江逸尘给死了呢? T____T
真不明白,现在的戏剧,就是要有死的剧情才会让人看得开心吗?
遗憾就是美?错,错得离谱。
整部剧都在拖,拖到最后也没有个适当的结局,不尽兴啊~~~
这应该,是我看过最糟糕的古装剧了。
高潮不够高,低潮不够低。
所以说,不过三,确实是事实。
宫锁心玉在刚开始的时候确实挺好看,宫锁珠帘开始就慢慢变得不好看了。
就连刚开始建议我看的妹妹看到20多集就不看了。
好吧,我知错了,我还是乖乖去看x-men跟how to train your dragon 2吧~
x-men别spoiler啊~我还没看~:D

明天星期一,又要开工噜~
收到薪水那一瞬间的感受,真的非笔墨能形容。“阿妈,我得咗啦!” xD
别怪我最近都没上传照片啊~ 因为。。。我太忙了,出门都忘了带相机啊。
不过电话倒是拍了蛮多的,哈哈哈~

我最近严重性爱上了mac and cheese,我差一点就真的把微波炉扛回家了~
我还在跟妈妈nego~要是可以的话,我这个大厨就可以大显身手了!!啊哈哈哈!!!!
mac and cheese,你等我~~~~❤❤❤❤❤




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Sunday, June 01, 2014

DISC Personalities

So last friday night, we yumcha and had a long chit chat after working~ So one of them actually started to tell me about this personality test. At first I was like, whoo, personality stuffs, I like :P
I am really interested in human behaviours cuz I think all of these are linking with their thoughts and personalities.
So~~~~ I found an image online that describe the personalities!
it's a mix and match of different personality but it depends on how it weighs, eg, if it's a DC personality, is it the D higher, or is it the C higher?




So, he told me about this test, my curiosity cannot stop me from listening to his explanation.
Normally, when I was listening to some personality analysis stuffs, I will somehow reserve some space because some might not be true.
But most of the things that he said, keep hitting like hitting the centre point of the dart board!!
How could someone who only talked to you for two times, say something about a personality and describe it as if he saw and knew most of the stuffs you did. WHOAAAAAAT~~ O___O
It's still considered very detailed although there're still some parts that's not matching~ but about 80%, yes, they are true.
Cuz I think mostly, most of the time, people do not understand me much, they don't know me well enough that I always receive misinterpretation from others.
I think this happens to most of the people too.
But to understand about this is that, everybody has weaknesses and strengths.
So I do believe no matter which personality you belong to, no matter what others say about you, you definitely have this strength that they dun hav, or that they'll never have.
But it depends cuz ppl change in different environment, so if you're taking this test after some while, you might notice the difference or might not~
Of cuz, dun rely on the test too much until you die die follow and believe what it says.
This kinda test is just a reference for you to have more understanding on yourself and others.
Believe it or not, sometimes what you think you are, are not what people think you are.

So, if you are so free and got nothing to do~ Go take this test~ :D (haha i did it already)
http://discpersonalitytesting.com/discassess/work-free/free-start.php


p/s: I'm not gonna tell you which personality I belong to, so~ mayb u can guess xP (it's very easy, so obvious xD)




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Monday, May 26, 2014

Insomnia

彻夜难眠,是心里有什么还介意的吗?
所以才会,不管怎么样都睡不着。
我不想再误会人了,心里特别难受。
我这才发现,原来性急真的很要不得。
今天产生的小小的误会,让我明白了,要学会聆听,越久越好,才说出想法。
坏人固然多,伤害你的人固然多;
但是有些人,他们是真心待你的,要珍惜。



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Sunday, May 25, 2014

《宫锁连城》语录

这几句,说得挺真的。




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Wednesday, May 21, 2014

我是男生

“我是男生,不可能把所有感受都告诉你啊”

这句话,说得真对。
很多男生都不善于把感受想法全部摊开。
所以很多时候,都不会察觉用词差错。
语挫真的是非绝大部分男生莫属了。
睁只眼、闭只眼,假装没看见。
什么都随意就很好,瞎难受。


reminder: unmute sound by clicking on the top left corner of the image



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Tuesday, May 13, 2014

流血了


想哭 T______T 从来没试过,难过死了,我对不起你~~~~ :(



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Sunday, May 11, 2014

♥ Puffy Day with Bestie ♥

Hello my cherry pie~
It's rare that I have time so I decided to blog about a long-procrastinated post :B I'm soweeee~

But before I start, I really wanted to rage a lil bit about the new number that I got.
I'm already used to those anonymous messages that I have no idea what is it about.
But what freaks me out is that there's this guy who sent me line/whatsapp msgs previously, found my facebook!! WTH? Stalker enough.
And I am totally clueless how did he even manage to find my facebook account. x(
cuz honestly, nobody likes to be prompted by a stranger just like that.
if someone doesn't like it that way, please respect.

It has been a such a long time since the last time I blog using this old lappie, I really like its keypad, it's so soft and bouncy~haha sounds weird~
So~~~ This was around 1½ months ago :P
The day when I date Kaede~ (I called u kaede here ha cuz i dun like exposing real names on social media :B 表介意)

So~~ this is moiii~ having my beloved spoo-ket-ti in The Social~
I love red sauce and chicken breast~ they are awesome~~
It's penne in the menu but the waiter said can change it to spaghetti~ more than happy to know that xD hahaha~ I love spaghetti amongst all of those penne linguine fettuccine macaroni seashell etc~
and I made the waiter laughed cuz of my "iced lemon tea ICE" order :P (i love making ppl happy uhhmahhgawddd xDDD)



my date that day~ the other 3 were too busy that day so the lonely two of us ;_____;
met her just to giv her the scarf I bought her~
hiak hiak so happy when I know she can use it when she's in Tokyo~ yeahhhhh xD
*time for new profile picture? haha



ze us in the park~
pretty sunlight makes us look so fairrrrrrr~~~~~


I wanna play in the playground (kiddy mode on) :B
but when I put my hand on the monkey bar, the length of my hand exceeds the height of the bar..... I TOUCHED THE AIR =A=... then we be like... suan liao la xD hahaha~~~
that's a playground that's meant for kids under 161cm~ T_____T (cuz im 161)

Im always having this mystery about my height~
Whenever I measure my height using height-and-weight measuring machine in the public, it always shows me 161/162cm
but when some of my friends who are shorter than me told me I'm impossible to have 161 cuz they are already 164cm then I be like.... I am supposed to be higher than that?
I have a bone structure that ppl won't believe that I'm 161, cuz I have really long hands~
so my height is always gonna be a question mark~ (???)

Went to Coffee Stain after that~ (our main purpose that dayyyy yeahhh)
ohh we get lost for a while cuz the lower floor has one similar outdoor area that looks like the upper floor~
I think I have this habit that I am not afraid of talking to anyone, cuz we went asking security guards here and there haha~

I asked the waiter in Coffee Stain, requesting for a Bunny 3D art, I'm a mad lover of bunny~ sad that they dun hav it~
The strange thing is, no matter how much I like bunnies, I won't buy and collect bunny stuffs on purpose~
I'm a bunny person, but I don't like rabbit as patterns/dolls, weird enuff~~

Jiang Jiang~ mine and hers~~
My cutie bear and kaede's cute meow~
I like how she responded real quick when they said they have CAT, hahaha



you might be familiar with this~



and this xD haha~
look at the bracelet she gave me~ I like it :3



so the first outing of both of us ended unwillingly haha~ long time didn see each other~~~
sad that the tiga kaki cannot join us that time~ D:

I like hanging out with friends that we knew each other for a really long time~
Cuz everytime when I'm with them, I can feel how real and how free I am to be myself~
I am happy and blessed to have friends who understand me and being crazy and sampat with me most of the time~ haha
This is how life should be, don't restrict yourself too much, be happy and be you~
I don't like being too serious and pretentious, cuz restrictions make u unhappy most of the time~ the more u hold it, the more u feel uncomfortable about it.
Of course, there're always these people who tried to bring u down with their words, with their own selfish statements, but who, who are they to take away your happiness?
You are the one who control your own emotions, and even if you are hurt, only if u let them to.
Nobody is born to be happy all the time, it's the way of how you see things, how grateful you are everyday.
Making life simple doesn't guarantee to making life easier, but it'll surely reduce most of the unnecessary problems of over-thinking something~
don't afraid to be your real self, cuz if someone really understands u, they'll know u eventually~




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最佳演员

这么飘。
明明感觉这么荒芜。
还要给予灿烂笑容。
痛得这么淋漓尽致。
还要潇洒坦荡。
无知和故意都是一把刀。
你得意时我奉陪。
感谢你,最佳演员。
又把序幕拉起。
躲在落寞背影。
你又续演哪齣戏?



我恨你。



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Saturday, May 10, 2014

The Design Materials

Hellloooooo lovelies~ It has been a while~
I know know I'm not an efficient blogger * I tried to :( * cuz I'm really busy with interview and career stuffs recently~
I'm sorrayyyy~~
I think I rarely share my work here~
So, today, today such a lovely day, I decided to show you what I have been doing :D

My newest detailed CV looks like this~ (* still not detailing enough *)
The thing about designer is, yea, people don't like wordy stuffs, I have another version of my resume that I have shapes and icons (less wordy), but somehow, I found that it is very important too for a designer to create something that is more detailed with texts. So here you go~
Although it's wordy, but the layout is still clean and pretty :3



Yup my name is Roxanne now :D
There's this misunderstanding when sumsum ah jie went to my exhibition that day~
She went telling Thenesh she's looking for Jace (my old old name), and my friend thought she is looking for that "Jayis" (a guy that Thenesh really dislike in our class cuz he's always MIA due to work).
So Thenesh went saying, UHHH Jayis, he's not even here today/past few days (forgot the exact words)
then sumsum said, "but, Jace is a Girl~"
Then he realize, and LOL, HAHAHAAAA. Guys in BMM1005, I'm sorry that I didn tell u my name is Jace cuz there's already one Jayis in the class xD my god~~~

And here goes the portfolio :D
Have been struggling with layout and typography for quite some time~
My babe~









And this is me, still printing after graduating~
Nicky looked at me and said, "EHHHH?? I tot you graduated edi??"
Haha, ya, here's me, still in the printing shop,  i love choosing paper materials :3

Printed my resume there and I thought it might be great for me to print the digital portfolio as well~
and it's so happened that my portfolio design is suitable to create a small booklet~ so nice~


Oh this is my resume~ Summarized one~


The printed booklet, so small and so chio~ :3











It's raining that day after I printed everything, storms and thunder, horrible.
So I got no choice but to get an umbrella.
I am a person who can cincai, but even tho I cincai I will still need to pick an item that really matches my taste in the quickest time~
So I picked an umbrella and I really like it in the end~
The purpose of this is that so that I dun cincai pick and dun use it in the future, it's wasted, and that's bad~
Same goes to the booklet, they're closing at 6, and it's already 5:30, so I just flipped the paper material and bam, less than 0.5 second, I know which paper I want. :D

OHHH and I got a new babe as well~
My precious new phone, Iphone 5s :3
I used waze and bobby said, "this is how u fully utilize ur new phone" :B haha~





HOOOOooooo, can't believe that I have done several interviews lately and busy with checking emails and arranging documents needed~
It's like a continuous race, after exhibition, then portfolio, then interview~
MAY is such a productive month :D
I think I'm too positive and hyper-bubbly sometimes and ppl will look at me like, where did all of these energy come from~
Super-hyper when I'm excited, super quiet when I need silence, super serious mode on when I'm doing works, I salute my awkwardness yet special personality~
I am quirky and bubbly, this is what makes me. :)

Me, "which way do you prefer me treating you? the nice and sweet one, or the noisy and naughty one?"
Him, "I wonder why u are asking me this, Be yourself. That's good enough."
"Be yourself." I love that phrase, that's the most beautiful words he had ever said~ :3




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Wednesday, April 30, 2014

喜欢喝热水的坏处

习惯性喝热水不加冷水
而且每次从热水炉倒出来的热水都已经是8分热。
今天意想不到的是,水刚煮好!倒出来,拿起之后走到一半烫到手。
手指因为很痛抖了一下,结果洒了不少热水出来,烫到了手背的部分!
可是又不可以放手,要不然整杯就会洒在地上甚至烫到脚!
在找到地方放之前hold住了一下子,那种感觉毕生难忘,活生生被煮熟的感觉!!!
烫伤了手指和虎口,真的是不简单地痛!
貌似皮表层被烫开的感觉。
现在三只手指很红,肿到变猪头那样。
擦了牙膏,浸了冷水,还是痛。。。
不过,真的好佩服自己的冷静,没有立刻放手。
咬牙忍痛也坚持。
现在只希望明天起来它们会消肿。
我真的已经phobia这种大口杯了 O___O




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