I'm all tearing right now because I'm so touched.
I never expect this, I thought around the middle of the year 2015, since it's lesser(close to none) for me to really upload any life pictures to my blog, nobody visits here anymore and nobody really remembers me.
So, here, this place has become the best place for me to express my feeling, because nobody will see my weak spots, nobody will notice and nobody can judge me badly.
Because I really do not wish people to know I'm upset or whatever. Especially people around me. I don't want to be seen like that. I'm stressed and tension.
So I didn't really expect ...
Until I see this recently:
My tears are pouring, I never knew people could really remember me, I feel so blessed to know that, when I thought there's nobody out there, actually there are.
And I have received message from my friend pm-ed me, just to tell me, she saw my blog, and gave me xoxo. That's a sweet and warm message.
You guys never know how much this means to me. I'm really thankful for that.
I think I need time to clear my mind and pick myself up for everything that happened.
I dislike emo and negativity.
And I believe, after the rain, there's always a rainbow.
And I once wrote that, "The rainbow that I don't see, I'll draw it out myself."
I'll be strong, thank you so so much. :')
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