#3

Picture of me and hubby~ Bought him a sweater that day.
Hug it when you miss me. Wear it and I'll warm you.
It... has been a while.
I didn't hang out recently but I got lots of things to do.
Finally everything was done. F-I-N-A-L-L-Y
And whats now? To study hard to prepare everything. Go for it Go for it. ush ush ush xD
I know I'm a little insane here.
I am totally stressed out. REALLY.
I never thought that settling things down all by myself was this tough.
It's not only about the process but dealing them all by myself.. I'm exhausted. It's deep inside.
You can't tell when you look at me. You won't know my worries.
I am not perfect. No one is perfect and even for some people who are doing extremely great, they have flaws.
I believe everyone was born with a mission. What's that mission? You have to spend your whole lifetime to figure it out.
I chose a different way. I refuse to go to liverpool.
You might not know this but once I've decided to do something, I'll stick to the end.
Sometimes, I do afraid... I am afraid of what people said. Did I make a right decision? Yes.. and no..
Yes, cuz this is a good way to train myself.
No, cuz this is a really hard way to go.
And I believe after this deep melancholy, I'll be doing great as long as I work hard.
It's really hard when you're not by my side. Ok, listen. I am not weak ok, I won't just breakdown like this ok.
I'll stay strong, I'll be tough, there's nothing to be afraid. that's what I told myself. Everything will be ok. Everything will be just fine.
Out of all of these optimistic thoughts, I am still being insecure.
You will probably say, whats wrong with you? what about your family and friends.
I am not saying that they don't even exist in my life. They stay firm deep inside my heart but it's different.
Have you ever felt like nobody understands you before you met someone?
He's your soulmate, you told him EVERYTHING
I trust him. There's nothing can replace him. He's just too good to be true.
Will you spend an hour listening to me, telling you how do I feel today?
And you will spend an hour telling me back how do you feel today.
It's the magical chemical reaction between us.
I have to rely on myself from now on. So do you...
We used to laugh together, play together, cry together..........and now.. they just vanished

Geez~ What is this poop all about?

A ray shines through my window, it's another day.
I love the magical spell in this sunny morning.
Hello world.

It should be a nice day ......until I noticed that shocking news.
I am always well-prepared but not this time.
It ruins my day.
I don't understand why am I facing all of these?
Whenever I am done with something, there is always another thing I need.
Adding stuffs all over again, again and again. I am sick of this!
Documents and documents~
This is the bad thing of transferring from one school to another.
I don't understand why all of those "supposed-to-be" lan subjects end up to be NOT.
Then what for studying them and getting distinction! They are totally useless.
I have to take them all over again. Just for those particular subjects!
Woosh. Ok this is not all of it.
It kinda sucks when you're going to do something but unfortunately you can't do it anymore just because of these stupid pictures.
Woosh. I have no idea what am I talking about.
Bye
Bye
Bye

2012 6th Valentine's Day ♥ Lovers' Day ♥ Charlie Brown Cafe

Hello cherries~~
As I promised in the previous post, here goes my 2012 Valentine's Day celebration~
I know maybe Valentine's Day is just a normal day for somebody but this year is definitely different.
I am not saying that the celebration is a really special or well-planned, but for us - me and hubby, it's really important.
Fyi, he's flying to Australia on 18 February 2012, so this is the last celebration we are going to celebrate together side by side before he comes back from aussie.
I don't understand why certain people don't appreciate things around them.
You can see your loved one everyday.
She/He is always there beside you, but still, you can do something to hurt her/him, spending your time to cheat on him/her, finding for new love new challenges.
Do you actually take a relationship as something that you can flaunt about? This is not cool!
For those who said that Valentine's Day is a stupid day to spend money on your loved one, screw you!
Can't you just imagine that it is the crystallization of your relationship, as something that you should celebrate on for being together for such a long time?
If you can't do a simple date on Valentine's Day thinking that it's stupid, it's just because of you don't really love her/him. Dude.


Dolled up for that day.
It's a lil bit hime~ I dunno why @@ It just ended up to be so when I put my tiny hat on xD
Found a new great lighting spot~~


Zoom up look~ Did I scare you xD
Haha~ How to get this huge eye effect~ Just put your camera as close as possible to your face~
Tadaa~~ Flash helps to smoothen your skin too~ I guess?


Cafe Info

Business Hours
Open Daily: 10:00 am to 10:00 pm

Contact Information
Address: Lot LC-207, 2nd Floor, Ramlee Mall, (Near Toys “R” Us & Bata)
Jalan Ampang, 50088 Kuala Lumpur,
Wilayah Persekutuan, Malaysia

Phone: +60 12 409 1117

*oh crap! I forgot to take picture with the bone bench!! T^T*

We reached there about 12pm I guess?
Spent 40 minutes to look for parking lots~ Garrr~
Concentrating on scanning for people who are leaving/cars that were moving~
And finally we found a parking lot!! Oh yeah!
It's so sweet you know~ I nodded my head asking if they're leaving~ there's a malay woman smiling at me nodded back, YES! xD Malays are awesome sometimes~ Screw you racists! xD

Reached Charlie Brown Cafe. *Excited*


Hubby was ordering at the counter while me........busy taking pictures =D


Our bone bone chairs~
I dunno about you guys but me and hubby actually don't like to sit opposite to each other~
We prefer to sit next to each other instead =D 


Some exhibited items next to me~


The view of the cafe~


Their lights~ Tone this down just to see the contrast of the lights~


Another side of it.


Hubby was back with his receipt~ We were number 10.


Camwhore~~


Took my little hat down cuz I think it's too much @v@


My roselle mint was yum yum~~
Hubby's Franklin Frappa was great too~~ xD I took a picture of it but it's blurry so... ya know?


Napkin~


My french fries~ "Do you need extra sauces?" We requested for chili and mayo~ xD I love mayo to the max.
Haha.. I suddenly thought of hubby's funny scene in Subway(aussie)
He's choosing his bread toppings, when he reached the sauce section, he said:"ALL" as usual.
And ya know what that worker replied to him?
"Sir, we got 20 over sauces here, are you sure you want them all?? @@"
hahahahaha~~ rofl~ rofl~~~~~~~~~~~~ xD


The amount of mayo and chili he gave us~ omg~ xD


Hubby's pizza~


look at the cheeeeeeeeese~


My fish and chips~ I am drooling and my stomach is rumbling when I look at this picture T^T foooood~
haha~ nope~ you didn't see it wrong~ I ordered an extra bowl of french fries~ I love friessss~


Exhibited item~~


Snoopy~


Snoopy 2


I love this phrase a lot~ It's just like saying how long your life would be and you need to stay strong to move on when you're dealing with obstacles~


Jiang Jiang!


xD


School bus section~ How come I didn't notice this when I came in?


The counter~~


Small snoopy~


Snoopy again~


me and hubby finally~


Guess how much was our parking fee? RM9 for like..... 3 hours? @_@

In the car~ on our way to kepong tgv for movie~ xD nice and affordable lalala~


He bought this ring for me~~ It's so delicate and cute~ overexposed under the sunlight but it's actually a baby pink rose


We watched 《结婚那件事》 I was crying from the beginning to the end~ T^T

I went to the ladies after the movie~ and poooof! He bought me a rose when I came out!
It's sooooooooooo touching~ so sweet~ I don't like to spend on flowers cuz I think it's wasting money, they'll wilt right? but to be honest, I like roses. T^T He spent 20 for this single rose~ garrrr~~ Asked the florist and she said they didn't spray pesticide~ which means it's safe for monmon to eat~ yes~ rose is actually quite healthy for rabbit!

me in awkward posture =A= I dunno why my hair appears to be so thick in this picture~ @@


my rose under the dark~ you're my only one~


Dear Hubby,
Thank you for everything, I love the gift you gave me so much~ 
Thank you for staying by my side when I'm sad.
You're striving for our future, for a better life.
I know that. You'll be home soon right?
I know that..
I love you..♥♥♥
You know that....

Hubby's 3rd day in Brisbane #2

Ello world~~ heehee~~It's hubby's 3rd day in Brisbane~
He said it's hot, he said he cooked for himself(good boy), he said his friend found a used condom while cleaning the balcony~ what the hellllll =A=
Unfornutately, we can't talk through an excellent connection because all I know is, the wifi in his place is really slow~ even if he wants to apply for a broadband, it will take about 2-3 weeks time~~ face palm~ T^T
We skype yesterday~ the line was awful, I can't even see his face~ His face was like... mosaic xD

So world~ It's hard to stay connected~ When you're connected just for a little while~ you will be really happy~~ xD

Am going to edit vday's photos~~ Stay tuned~
p/s: Sad that he can't load the pictures.......

JICS~ Bit by Bit ♥ ♥ ♥

戴上Yein送的耳环~出发~~老公每次都会偷偷跑去看我相机的照片~
弄到我写东西很没有mood~ T^T 没惊喜~
等下老公就要起飞了~趁现在更新一下吧~~
上次新年接近尾声的时候~~我们举办了一次JICS的聚会~一年一次~这是传统~赫赫~
可是这次的人数~还是5缺1~~Peng生病了~
1月30日~隔了好久好久哦~哈哈~我是个没有效率的博客~
其实每次我会用朋友送的东西的原因不是因为它很贵重~~而是因为它很有意义~是买不回的~
就好像上次我出街就绑了may送的蝴蝶结~姐姐就问：“好美哦~你怎么这么多这些东西啊” 我就说~ “朋友送的”
啊~有朋友的感觉真好~~当然不是因为礼物~而是戴上去那种心情~
还有evon送我的编织绳还挂在我的铅笔盒~
我其实是真的很开心的~~赫赫~我要说谢谢谢谢谢谢~~说不完~

本来要去umami~结果关店~~伤心~所以就改去dpc的火锅~~
这里的素质好差哦~我们希望他们帮我们抹桌子~他们竟然说：“sorry哦，我们很忙哦”
很忙然后？收拾个桌子不会浪费你多久的时间对吧~~？严重鄙视你~ 嘿嘿~~

一进去的时候拍的~flash好像不错哦~


还是无闪光灯好看~~温和很多~


我喜欢这种vintage的感觉~~4个人入镜头~~


喜欢yein的clutch~~


啊~~对了~我没发现~我们这次的颜色很温和~很大地色哦~~
may跟yein是驼色/浅褐色~我跟wei是米白黄色~~我这次没有跳色啊~哈哈哈


照片很蒙~~确实是因为时间很赶~~这次没有什么拍照哦~


刚才yein whatsapp我~~
她说看到我的blog很担心我~~

Hey, I just saw your post.. don so sad.. u can count on us.. ur family and us.. if you need help call us.. let us help him to take care of u while he is away *blush*

感动~~朋友是无时无刻都在关心你的~~
希望我们到老了还是保持联络~赫赫~~那个时侯~~不知道还会不会自拍？哈哈


最后~来一张我跟老公的全家福~
老公要我勤劳更新~因为要看我的最新动静
肥猪你也要答应我经常更新啊~~

i love you~~ ♥ Bon Voyage~~

p/s: 肥猪现在的头发很短~~每次看每次笑~哈哈哈

5.00 am #1

It's 11.24 pm now
I am supposed to wake up at 5 am
My last face to face to hubby in malaysia before he comes back
We'd been crying in the car together this afternoon
Thank god that's a traffic jam
It's jamming, but still, i hope this traffic jam can hold a little longer
As soon as i get back, i fell asleep and don't wanna think about anything
this is a huge distance love that challenges us after five years
i still remember how he completely missed me while he's travelling in vietnam for three days..
and now? It's one year, or nine months to be accurate..
why am i writing about this shitty feeling in dark?
i don't even turn on my light
i can feel the bond, so strong of us
i have been comforting myself, what does that even matter? He'll come back!
but no, it does matter. It's not a short distance like thailand or singapore
i find no one with me while doing everything, i have to do it my own
it's not that i have to make him beside me.. but u know the difference
we'd been sticking together in the last five years
to be honest, i can do everything without him but it's so odd without him..
really? This far?? Yes it is..
i drove my car again.. when u're back, i will be able to drive in 100 km/j rite??

Dragon Year 2012 - 初三 (3rd Day) Part 2+初四+初五

Hello cherries~~ I know you girls have been waiting for so long @v@
Here goes the second part of it~ It's I-CITY! We actually planned to go to the ice world but the plan was cancelled due to the rain~ aikss~ =(
Sad lurrr~ We brought our winter jackets there ended up to be useless~
However~ We shoot in our winter jackets too~ haha~~ You can actually see some raindrop stains on hubby's jacket xD (the hood)

We had our dinner in an unknown restaurant~ Their service? Sucks. Their food? Sucks. It's a sucks sucks =A=
You can't imagine how crowded it was in other restaurants (such as kfc and old town =A=)
Cute peach lights =D


I actually didn't plan to go in since it's already very late~
I thought it'll be charging us money for entrance xD
Extremely excited when I knew it's free for entering =D 


Trees and lights~


Gorgeous peacock~ omg~ i like the shadow~


Xmas trees~ They are so cute aren't they?


close up shot


me and hubby~
we didn't walk with my parents~hence, we can only get big head shot =D


They are actually flowers~~





I love this reindeer~~


Can you believe those trees are actually maples? KAEDE =D


Jiang Jiang~ White maples!


Pinkish annie~


Camwhore~~


Me and hubby~ we met my aunt and parents here~hee


Merry-go-round and round and round xD


The kids~? xD Eu pie was hiding herself behind, you know why @x@


Hubby and annie~ Struggling face xD


I think eu pie looks nice in this picha~ ahaha~

-----------------------------------初四-----------------------------------
 

Went to sing k with mommy =D

Puffy eyes early in the morning~ My daily routine was super healthy during cny~


Love my eyeliner of that day~


Dusty mirror again? xD Sorry~~
GET this dress in Kitschen ~ 70% xD


I was trying to capture the eyeliner part but it ended up covered by my hair x(


wrinkles wrinkles~wrinkles winks~



us us us~

-----------------------------------初五-----------------------------------

Annie's birthday celebration~
Group picture of the kids + 2 fake kids


Yummy yummm~~


Hubby and ah jee~~


YanYan~~ so cute nor~~ Both hands holding drinks~haha


Ah jee was happy~


and happy~ xD


Annie with her presents


Dressed up~~ her bike + hubby's present (clothes) + the lim's present (hello kitty bag)~~ xD



Haha~~ Gonna end this post with this epic picha~ look at hubby's sexy legs xDDDDDD


Tadaa~ so that's how I celebrate my dragon year~
Feel free to leave a comment below if you've updated your cny celebration too~~


Today's Quote：
面子书会让人痛苦的原因不只是因为人的虚荣心接受不了别人比自己过得好，还牵涉了自己不知足的心态，再加上不爱拍照的某些人，只会看见别人记录自己的开心时刻，而自己因为不爱拍照而觉得生活很无趣~所以有时候，拍照也是有好处的~~