I have been watching Naked&Afraid in these few days.
For the previous episodes that I watched, I saw partner complaining about each other badly, even scolding each other in the hard situation where they need to cooperate with each other the most.
Not only strengths and determination of them that is impressive, there is this one lady that has the most inspiring personality that I have ever seen so far in the show.
Eva she is a person who is against killing, and she is more into protecting nature.
While, we have another guy here, Jeff, who is an extreme hunter.
Both of them have very vast difference between each other.
However, Eva compromised with whatever Jeff did, without whining, when they burn their snake for twice. And too, no matter how Jeff wanna take the nest in the beginning, he decided not to, he shows respect.
But, he doesn't show any humanity when he's killing the animals, violently.
Not that Eva really like what he did, but she is willing to make changes when it's necessary, such as killing, which she is really against to. And this, shows her understanding side by doing what is needed(rational), but not what is wanted(perceptual).
So all along the way, I see laughters and partners helping each other, and this is what I think the most important element that human needs in bonding and relationship(love, friends, family).
I am addicted to this show because I know how much it takes to survive with nearly nothing.
I really salute those who managed to make it till the end!! :D
So last friday night, we yumcha and had a long chit chat after working~ So one of them actually started to tell me about this personality test. At first I was like, whoo, personality stuffs, I like :P
I am really interested in human behaviours cuz I think all of these are linking with their thoughts and personalities.
So~~~~ I found an image online that describe the personalities!
it's a mix and match of different personality but it depends on how it weighs, eg, if it's a DC personality, is it the D higher, or is it the C higher?
So, he told me about this test, my curiosity cannot stop me from listening to his explanation.
Normally, when I was listening to some personality analysis stuffs, I will somehow reserve some space because some might not be true.
But most of the things that he said, keep hitting like hitting the centre point of the dart board!!
How could someone who only talked to you for two times, say something about a personality and describe it as if he saw and knew most of the stuffs you did. WHOAAAAAAT~~ O___O
It's still considered very detailed although there're still some parts that's not matching~ but about 80%, yes, they are true.
Cuz I think mostly, most of the time, people do not understand me much, they don't know me well enough that I always receive misinterpretation from others.
I think this happens to most of the people too.
But to understand about this is that, everybody has weaknesses and strengths.
So I do believe no matter which personality you belong to, no matter what others say about you, you definitely have this strength that they dun hav, or that they'll never have.
But it depends cuz ppl change in different environment, so if you're taking this test after some while, you might notice the difference or might not~
Of cuz, dun rely on the test too much until you die die follow and believe what it says.
This kinda test is just a reference for you to have more understanding on yourself and others.
Believe it or not, sometimes what you think you are, are not what people think you are.
Hello my cherry pie~
It's rare that I have time so I decided to blog about a long-procrastinated post :B I'm soweeee~
But before I start, I really wanted to rage a lil bit about the new number that I got.
I'm already used to those anonymous messages that I have no idea what is it about.
But what freaks me out is that there's this guy who sent me line/whatsapp msgs previously, found my facebook!! WTH? Stalker enough.
And I am totally clueless how did he even manage to find my facebook account. x(
cuz honestly, nobody likes to be prompted by a stranger just like that.
if someone doesn't like it that way, please respect.
It has been a such a long time since the last time I blog using this old lappie, I really like its keypad, it's so soft and bouncy~haha sounds weird~
So~~~ This was around 1½ months ago :P
The day when I date Kaede~ (I called u kaede here ha cuz i dun like exposing real names on social media :B 表介意)
So~~ this is moiii~ having my beloved spoo-ket-ti in The Social~
I love red sauce and chicken breast~ they are awesome~~
It's penne in the menu but the waiter said can change it to spaghetti~ more than happy to know that xD hahaha~ I love spaghetti amongst all of those penne linguine fettuccine macaroni seashell etc~
and I made the waiter laughed cuz of my "iced lemon tea ICE" order :P (i love making ppl happy uhhmahhgawddd xDDD)
my date that day~ the other 3 were too busy that day so the lonely two of us ;_____;
met her just to giv her the scarf I bought her~
hiak hiak so happy when I know she can use it when she's in Tokyo~ yeahhhhh xD
*time for new profile picture? haha
ze us in the park~
pretty sunlight makes us look so fairrrrrrr~~~~~
I wanna play in the playground (kiddy mode on) :B
but when I put my hand on the monkey bar,
the length of my hand exceeds the height of the bar..... I TOUCHED THE AIR =A=... then we be like... suan liao la xD hahaha~~~
that's a playground that's meant for kids under 161cm~ T_____T (cuz im 161)
Im always having this mystery about my height~
Whenever I measure my height using height-and-weight measuring machine in the public, it always shows me 161/162cm
but when some of my friends who are shorter than me told me I'm impossible to have 161 cuz they are already 164cm then I be like.... I am supposed to be higher than that?
I have a bone structure that ppl won't believe that I'm 161, cuz I have really long hands~
so my height is always gonna be a question mark~ (???)
Went to Coffee Stain after that~ (our main purpose that dayyyy yeahhh)
ohh we get lost for a while cuz the lower floor has one similar outdoor area that looks like the upper floor~
I think I have this habit that I am not afraid of talking to anyone, cuz we went asking security guards here and there haha~
I asked the waiter in Coffee Stain, requesting for a Bunny 3D art, I'm a mad lover of bunny~ sad that they dun hav it~
The strange thing is, no matter how much I like bunnies, I won't buy and collect bunny stuffs on purpose~
I'm a bunny person, but I don't like rabbit as patterns/dolls, weird enuff~~
Jiang Jiang~ mine and hers~~
My cutie bear and kaede's cute meow~
I like how she responded real quick when they said they have CAT, hahaha
you might be familiar with this~
and this xD haha~
look at the bracelet she gave me~ I like it :3
so the first outing of both of us ended unwillingly haha~ long time didn see each other~~~
sad that the tiga kaki cannot join us that time~ D:
I like hanging out with friends that we knew each other for a really long time~
Cuz everytime when I'm with them, I can feel how real and how free I am to be myself~
I am happy and blessed to have friends who understand me and being crazy and sampat with me most of the time~ haha
This is how life should be, don't restrict yourself too much, be happy and be you~
I don't like being too serious and pretentious, cuz restrictions make u unhappy most of the time~ the more u hold it, the more u feel uncomfortable about it.
Of course, there're always these people who tried to bring u down with their words, with their own selfish statements, but who, who are they to take away your happiness?
You are the one who control your own emotions, and even if you are hurt, only if u let them to.
Nobody is born to be happy all the time, it's the way of how you see things, how grateful you are everyday.
Making life simple doesn't guarantee to making life easier, but it'll surely reduce most of the unnecessary problems of over-thinking something~
don't afraid to be your real self, cuz if someone really understands u, they'll know u eventually~
Hellloooooo lovelies~ It has been a while~
I know know I'm not an efficient blogger * I tried to :( * cuz I'm really busy with interview and career stuffs recently~
I think I rarely share my work here~
So, today, today such a lovely day, I decided to show you what I have been doing :D
My newest detailed CV looks like this~ (* still not detailing enough *)
The thing about designer is, yea, people don't like wordy stuffs, I have another version of my resume that I have shapes and icons (less wordy), but somehow, I found that it is very important too for a designer to create something that is more detailed with texts. So here you go~
Although it's wordy, but the layout is still clean and pretty :3
Yup my name is Roxanne now :D
There's this misunderstanding when sumsum ah jie went to my exhibition that day~
She went telling Thenesh she's looking for Jace (my old old name), and my friend thought she is looking for that "Jayis" (a guy that Thenesh really dislike in our class cuz he's always MIA due to work).
So Thenesh went saying, UHHH Jayis, he's not even here today/past few days (forgot the exact words)
then sumsum said, "but, Jace is a Girl~"
Then he realize, and LOL, HAHAHAAAA. Guys in BMM1005, I'm sorry that I didn tell u my name is Jace cuz there's already one Jayis in the class xD my god~~~
And here goes the portfolio :D
Have been struggling with layout and typography for quite some time~
And this is me, still printing after graduating~
Nicky looked at me and said, "EHHHH?? I tot you graduated edi??"
Haha, ya, here's me, still in the printing shop, i love choosing paper materials :3
Printed my resume there and I thought it might be great for me to print the digital portfolio as well~
and it's so happened that my portfolio design is suitable to create a small booklet~ so nice~
Oh this is my resume~ Summarized one~
The printed booklet, so small and so chio~ :3
It's raining that day after I printed everything, storms and thunder, horrible.
So I got no choice but to get an umbrella.
I am a person who can cincai, but even tho I cincai I will still need to pick an item that really matches my taste in the quickest time~
So I picked an umbrella and I really like it in the end~
The purpose of this is that so that I dun cincai pick and dun use it in the future, it's wasted, and that's bad~
Same goes to the booklet, they're closing at 6, and it's already 5:30, so I just flipped the paper material and bam, less than 0.5 second, I know which paper I want. :D
OHHH and I got a new babe as well~
My precious new phone, Iphone 5s :3
I used waze and bobby said, "this is how u fully utilize ur new phone" :B haha~
HOOOOooooo, can't believe that I have done several interviews lately and busy with checking emails and arranging documents needed~
It's like a continuous race, after exhibition, then portfolio, then interview~
MAY is such a productive month :D
I think I'm too positive and hyper-bubbly sometimes and ppl will look at me like, where did all of these energy come from~
Super-hyper when I'm excited, super quiet when I need silence, super serious mode on when I'm doing works, I salute my awkwardness yet special personality~
I am quirky and bubbly, this is what makes me. :)
Me, "which way do you prefer me treating you? the nice and sweet one, or the noisy and naughty one?"
Him, "I wonder why u are asking me this, Be yourself. That's good enough."
"Be yourself." I love that phrase, that's the most beautiful words he had ever said~ :3